..and soon I am helpless and completely at his mercy which I doubt exists. He disappears out of my peripherals and I begin to get anxious and nervous....I feel a hand place a ball gag in my mouth and secure it behind my head. I don't think much of it until I look beside me and Master is standing there holding a wicked looking knife in his hand, a viscious look in his eyes. He presses it to my shirt and with one quick swipe cuts my top free, exposing my torso. I tense up and he continues to cut. Something sort of taps you on the shoulder. As you turn and try to focus, you’re pulled out of yourself and a little away from the scene. Like it or not, you get to see your demise.After all, if there wasn’t something “After” I wouldn’t be able to pass on this story to you. Would I?I know you’re asking yourself the how and why I can bring this story to you in this form. It’s better if for now you just accept that I can. Both the how and why will become evident as you read on.I can’t say that. 7”, 8”, 9 inches wow again and it is not even hard at all. What is that in my thoughts I feel I can see the word FUCK coming up from my brain. What did the doc say, oh ya once you see the word start to think of putting that word into a sentence. I need to FUCK your mouth. Can I Lick your PUSSY. You are a great COCKSUCKER. Will I guess that is better then before at least I can see it coming and with practice according to the doc that I will be able to replace this words with something. “And meet me in my car in two minutes.”“Of course,” she said, wide-eyed. I didn’t even care what I had interrupted - I’d made a deal with Rhonda, and I was suddenly furious that she’d defied me. Here I was, doing her a favor - did she not know her place?Just moments after I’d returned to my car, Rhonda opened the door and practically leapt into the passenger seat.“I’m sorry,” she said, unable to make eye-contact. I softened slightly, and reached out to pat her hair comfortingly. “I was ....