.............What a fucked up life this is I thought.I had taken my laptop to the states and on it I had photographs of Amanda and I in happier times,...some nights my heart would feel heavy at the loss, but I never let it show in my few emails to Amanda, I had been in the states about 5 months when I received a email from Susan saying how worried she was about Amanda it seemed she had lost a lot of weight and was in trouble keeping on top of her job so much so that she had been forced to take. My suit came off in seconds revealing my wonderful mature, but very fit, forty-three year old body with two beautiful well shaped tits to my younger lover. I began rubbing lotion all over her fine ass making made sure my finger found her pussy now and then. Janice was purring like a kitten as I began to massage her pussy. I inserted first one and then two fingers inside her gently massaging her vagina. My thumb gently touched her clitoris from time to time to stimulate her further. Her whole. This was different, and yet, you were still the same. We had shared a brief kiss during the evening, but nothing more intense than that. Still, we planned to spend the night in the same bed. You changed into your sleepwear, which, on a warm night consists of a pair of cotton shorts that showcase your ass beautifully, and nothing else. I didn’t even try to hide my erection as I stripped to my boxers and climbed into bed. You joked about how much you turned me on, as we climbed into bed. We lay. She was so loose that I made her close her legs to give me the friction that was required to feel her."How many times did he do you? You’re so loose I can't feel a thing". "When you left we knew you wouldn't be back in a hurry so we moved into the spare bedroom. It was so long since he had sex that he went 3 times in a row over about an hour and a half." You didn't use protection?" We didn't plan it. It just happened and neither of us was prepared." "He could have pulled out." You know me. I.