It was now double trouble for my cock. I had to control it. Her penetrative eyes were looking at each one of us. She said ” Hi guys I am Shreya. How...do you feel on your first day?” I just stared and blurted out “Uneasy” everyone was now looking at me. Shreya was a kind of a milf whom every young guy would fantasize about. She was around 5’8” and you can imagine her boobs to be at least D’s. Her ass was very wide and huge I guess that was all her hubby’s credit. She was a little chubby around 30. - Looked sexy!We'd been sunbathing for maybe 45 mins. Well, she was, I was playing on my PSP. When she said to me, "I'm going to take my bikini top off, is that ok?" I was stunned, I stuttered a bit but managed to get the word "Yes." out! She sat up and sort of straddled the sun lounger, with her legs either side of it, undid her bikini top and then started applying some sun cream to her boobs. It was funny, we'd only been there a few days but she already had quite prominent tan lines! I sat. Or he just doesn’t care.”“Oh dear. Perhaps I don’t mind those things not happening to me” Eve said.We were both laughing now.“Still wanna know what he looks li… oh my god!”“What?”“He’s not peeing, he’s jerking off.”“Yeah right. Haha.”“No, really!”“Serious?”“Yeah!”There he stood, with his pants lowered a bit, his balls in one hand and his semi-erect cock in the other, stroking it.“Is it big?” giggled Eve.“I guess so.”“How do you mean ‘I guess so’?”“Well, he’s not fully there yet. But it looks. This is a rewrite of “my Journey” as I was not happy with how I had written it before so hopefully this will be easier to read. As I sat in a small bar in a pub I thought back on my life and how it had brought me a Fifty + year old crossdresser to this place and time. Back in the late 70s and early 80s many the top shelf magazines were full of “lipstick lesbians” dressed in sexy satin and lace lingerie in various poses so when I got hold of some of those magazines the connection was made.