I could hear her words, but I had little to no trust in them and my anger at her was enough that I feared what I might do if I opened the door.The pou...ding continued and I finally had to hunt down my i-pod and turn the sound up to drown out Janet's increasingly hysteric cries. I could not relax and finally pulled out my math text, figuring that some intense study might help take my mind off the disaster, which my social life had just become.I guess it worked, because the next thing I remember. Everyday, he took them out for a little stroll in one of the twin strollers. There were hiking paths and trails all around the lodge, and he would gather the two boys up right after breakfast, and they would be gone for an hour or two on their hike.When they came back, usually both boys would be asleep in their stroller. In the afternoons, on two occasions, Dad asked me to come look at some parcels of land he was interested in.There was a big land boom going on in Southern California at that. What was I to do? I slowly eased my way up and then I picked up Amber and carried her to bed, then I put Kate to bed… Kate and I married in the late summer just prior to starting our one year term of graduate school. We were going to wait until Christmas break but we wanted an outside wedding at the ranch in the mountains we both so loved, Amber was Kates maid of honor. Many more nights passed of shenanigans with Kate and Amber acting up with each other in front of me but not as intimate as. “Get in here you goof!” she yelled out at me. My brain shut off then and there and I proceeded into the house, thanking her for the drink. We sat down on the couch and finished our drinks with tons of sexual tension flowing between us in our body language. She instructed me to wait in the living room while she went and changed out of her work clothes. I obliged, waiting for the few minutes. She came back into the room with a robe on and looked at me passionately. She immediately came to the.