I could tell by the expression on his face, he didn't want to talk about it any further. I shrugged."Just curious," I said meekly.Dad's eyes drifted d...wn to the floor and he sighed. I shrugged again."Why won't you just tell me?" I asked.Then he closed his eyes and slowly shook his head."Jess, he got your mom... He broke your mom's heart. They dated and he broke her heart. Then he joined the army to get away from her and was killed in Vietnam. That's all there is to it." Ok," I mumbled.Then dad. He put cock in me legs .when he finish he say ok go home .and when i am go out side with my cousin .and when my cousin have no person in house .he called me .come my house .he say my mom .please i wana play sports with ali .please send my house .mu mum say ok .i am going with my cousin house .he doing same everything but not put dick in my ass .just put in legs slowly slowly i am grow.and my cousin when get chance doing with me like this .but i say my cousin when i am 13 you put dick in my ass. Aren’t you forceful?” She purred. Disarmed by her words, stung by her mockery, I merely grimaced in return. Lucinda. The very epitome of my sweaty desire, the singular entity in this wretched world that actually provided some measure of relief from discontent stood before me. I lunged at her, gripping her face between my hands and kissing her passionately. At first she recoiled, and I feared that perhaps I had been too rough or presumptuous, ruing my hastiness in such a delicate matter. . He broke off and pointed to a young woman, naked but for a pair of elegant earrings, who was sitting just beside me, ‘There, you see? James, you fool, you’re wanted.’ I turned and studied the young woman, my eyes taking in her narrow shoulders, full breasts, her flat belly, the tiny plume of fine, curled hair between her thighs, the long legs, and her eyes — eyes that implored me to join her. Even looking at her made me feel as if I were cheating on Jana, as ludicrous as that sounds. I turned.