I talked to those I knew were married or in steady relationships, and they gave me some good advice. I wish I’d known some of it when I was with Ric...y; like that quite often the partner attends the shoots, so there’s no pretense, no cheating. I don’t know if you’ve heard of Stormy Daniels, she’s a real kind person. She’s married; they’ve had a daughter recently, and Stormy’s still performing, still popular. Same with Brandi. So it CAN be done, you just have to meet someone with that spark,. I put my head in my hands and whispered, “You know what I want for Christmas? I want someone special, just for me, to help me do those things I no longer can do.” I giggled and smirked, “Like that’s going to happen.”I logged off the computer, and then went into the kitchen and poured myself of cup of eggnog, and added a little bit more rum than usual to it. Why not, maybe it could warm up my spirit.I then walked into the living room, went over to the sofa, sat down, and pulled back the curtain. He started moaning deeply with her efforts. She kept this up for a bit, but then suddenly felt his hands pushing her head down over his cock. She did her best to accommodate him, taking him deeply into her throat. As she bobbed up and down over his manhood, she kept up stroking him as best as she could. He started moaning louder and his response drove her efforts. Finally, he tensed up and his cock pulsed and shot his seed into her throat. As she experienced his orgasm, she was filled with. She disappeared again and came back into view carrying another needle and again gripping firmly forced another needle through. This continued until with the fifth needle in hand she warned me to brace myself as this needle would go through the nipple itself. I did as she bade me but I was not ready for the depth of pain and grunted for the couple of seconds it took for the needle to travel through my nipple.The whole process was repeated with my right nipple? again I struggled not to squeal.