However they do exist and they all seem to have many members. In fact I was surprised a secret of this sort could be so well kept. As a rule it is nec...ssary to be an incestuous parent in order to find one of these groups. There is another way as I found out. In Dallas I hung out at a small fast food place over near the Methodist Hospital. My painful divorce had become final and I had moved from Minnesota to Dallas to make a fresh start. As I found out, no matter how far you run you are still. “If I were him I’d pro- bably want it more.” “Why?” Rachael asked. Jason blushed and sipped his water, “I guess that’s kind of personal. I don’t know. I guess I just think pregnant women are really sexy.” “You get turned on by a fat belly?” Rachael laughed. “Well, when it’s because of a child, ya, I guess I do.” “Are you turned on by my belly?” she asked. Jason choked on his water and sat it down. . Gender expression – How a person expresses masculinity, femininity, both, and neither. That could be through physical appearance, behavior, dress, preferences, speech patterns, etc.< li>Physical self-perception – A person’s feelings about their own sexual characteristics. For example, am I comfortable with having breasts? How do I feel about having a penis?To sum that up, gender is personal – it’s an expression of your sense of self. One aspect of it, anyway.What is ‘transgender’?‘Transgender’. There is a wide range of desires from having the bottom be dressed very feminine to having him be very masculine. When I had my sex escapades in college especially with my roommate Bob and the black athletes, they wanted me more feminine. I have worn about everything for my lovers such as makeup, wigs, lipstick, women's clothing, pantyhose, stockings with garters, bras, etc. I have also had lovers who loved when I wore jock straps, mustaches or goatees, athletic clothing or socks, etc. I will.