If their affair was to survive, it was going to have to make it on a wing and a prayer, a commitment to honesty, fidelity, and open communication. It...wasn’t the ideal arrangement but it was going to have to work for them as long as they were in love with one another and determined to make it work. Esteban had been feeling the pangs of something unfamiliar, something nagging at his gut. In his heart, he knew that Cynthia was a wonderful woman and perfectly suited for him. They were. One night I met this guy who was a bit older than me but seemed so nice. I was charmed by his maturity because he didn’t act like the guys my age. His name was Terry and he was ten years older than me. When he first asked me out, he took me to nice restaurants and always treated me like a lady, telling me how pretty I was and paying for everything. When we began to sleep together he knew so much more about sex than my first husband, giving me pleasure like I hadn’t experienced and teaching me. Coming to him, they would reveal their innermost secrets, desires and weaknesses which would play into his very capable hands. He would screw them, cure them and move on to the next conquest. The ethics of what he was doing now and planned in the future posed no discomfort to him at all. He acknowledged his contempt for women, stemming no doubt from the fact that his own mother had served as doormat to his alcoholic abusive father. Yes, he had hated his father, but his mother only served as. He makes you feel both wanted and needed but also safe.He takes control so that you can relinquish every care in the world except what is happening in the exact moment. Finally, he speaks, “you have been so good this week, BabyDoll." You feel yourself blush. He sounds warm and happy. “I think today is going to be a reward day.” With that, you feel him lean in and kiss you on your cheek. Soft, warm kisses that ease their way to your earlobe. He takes it into his mouth. Feels so hot as if.