I want her to finish this first kiss, I want to want this kiss as much as I do and so I wait. Letting the tension build. Ella is holding her breath, a...raid to breathe, to lose this moment.Back in the barn, my fingers are pressing against my clit, circling inside my panties. My mouth is open and I am breathing hard. I whimper out loud. Ella stand in the open doorway watching unseen by me. She just watches. Frozen in place, conflicted with spying on me lost in my day dream fantasy. Unaware of her. I opened my eyes to look at her, what a sight she was. Thighs wide raised, legs bent, resting on mine, belly quivering with her short labored breathing.Her arms held high as she was holding the headboard making her magnificent globes rise erect, her large nipples were erect and inviting. Her entire body was glowing in the dim light of the bed lamp. Her large areolas, which were brown, were looking dark and marvelous in yellow light.I leaned a little, lifted her thighs further and planted my. "Why not? You've got to use every advantage you've got. Survival of the fittest. The best will prosper." They shouldn't let civilians read Nietzsche without a license," Rhonda said. "Or is it Ayn Rand in your case? But I don't think even you would use something like that without suffering a moral qualm." Maybe if I were using it to hurt people," Gary said. He accepted a new beer from Kari and took a drink. "But I'd just be using it to help myself. No different from any other advantage." What do. Mostly, they enslaved the women an' children they captured, but I could expect a very painful death ifen they ever captured me. Every once in a while, I passed a burned-out farm house, an' there was no question but what the Comanches had been the ones ta do it.Yeah, I was not surprised ta see smoke on the horizon. The sensible thin' fer me ta do was ta run like hell in the opposite direction, but I just could not do that. Instead, I picked up speed an' headed toward the smoke. I really doubted.