All I could fall back on was the over-simplistic “As God Wills” leaving me to believe that nothing I did was of my personal design. My deviousness... my covert attitude and even my demands of the flesh all seemed beyond my own making and I had not the strength to persevere in the face of such over-whelming odds and adversity. In fact, I was ready to chuck Mr. Patel “A” and Mr. Patel “B” and fall back onto an as-yet to be created Mr. Patel “C”. This time I was determined Mr. Patel “C” would be. The age difference might be to much? Finally I just said, "Hey, I've gotta go, would you like to come up to our room and have drink and sit around with a bit more privacy?" "Uhh, sure", Jeff said. I could tell he was taken aback, but to his credit, he didn't bolt. As we made our way to the elevator and climbed to the room, my inner voices raged. "TELL HIM! ASK HIM! EXPLAIN TO HIM!" None of it seemed to make sense and so I just let it go, knowing once we were all in private that we would have. " Blodgett tried to protest, but Ray plunged wildly on, raising his voice so that he could be heard throughout the store."Now you tell me that you've been dealing behind my back to sell the business right out from under me! Why, I don't think you ever had any intention of keeping our agreement; you just wanted to hire a cheap pharmacist!" That's enough, Ray," Blodgett's voice was still mild, but his pale blue eyes glittered with a cold light and his florid face had reddened to a deeper shade.. I had just met the woman who unbeknownst to me at the time, would end up being my wife someday.Her name was Angelia, Angel is what everyone called her, she was far from it tho. Angel was 17 and was a runaway, kinda couch surfing I guess you could say. But she was Hot 5'9" leggs up to her neck thin and under a 100 pounds long auburn hair that she could honestly wrap around her hand two times, and then put it in her back pocketAngel also had perky little 32 B titties but they were Beautiful and.