Once I get a commit date from the suppliers I can update the printers and sit and watch you guys work," she finished with a big grin.We had a very int...resting foursome that night in anticipation of Sandy's arrival but being as tired as we were, it really didn't last all that long.I was listening to the birds singing in the morning while I watched my three young lovers sleep for a while longer. I just couldn't fathom my fortunes. I had three absolutely gorgeous young women now essentially living. I'd imagined this moment thousands of times over the last year. There were so many things that I wanted to say to him. I'd practiced answering any and all questions that I was sure he'd ask. I had responses to all of them and I even had answers to his responses to my questions.As usual, Jared wasn't doing what I'd expected. He not only wasn't having a conversation with me, he wasn't refusing to speak to me either. I'd been ready for him to refuse to speak to me. I had a whole speech or three. She did and then she sat on my lap as I talked with Erin. It took a while to apologize, and then to explain, and then to convince her that I was 'ok' and that she did not have to drop everything to come home. At that point Sara actually took the phone from me to help convince her friend that I was being taken care of, and that Erin could stay in school. The three of us ended up talking for almost two hours.During those months of self-imposed fixation, I found out a number of things about the. “I think that I figured out that I ...” our eyes had locked together across two feet of chlorine-saturated, hot, humid air and I felt head swoon in almost exactly the same way it had when I’d had my first orgasm thinking about him. I felt naked in his gaze, felt like I wanted to be naked in his gaze, naked in his arms. Losing track of what I’d said and what I’d meant to say I tried not to stammer to a stop. “I want you.” What was really odd about saying that was that I didn’t realize what I’d.