Dressing up filled some need for me, at a very difficult time,until I met you. I'm much more turned on when I see you as a beautifulwoman, knowing th...t you made yourself into her, just for me."Ron never dressed up as Caroline again. * * *A cold front came through after the storm, and the weather had turnedbitterly cold. Ron insisted that I wear my sable fur to Dexter Boyd'soffice, and I was hardly going to argue with him. I might never get towear it again! I also snatched one of. I guess that was his way of acknowledging that I was an adult now.The meal ended with a birthday cake for desert, complete with eighteen candles. Then came the gifts - a real nice Sony Walkman from my parents, a card from Uncle George and Aunt Mary (my favorite aunt) containing fifty dollars, and another card from Uncle Bill with a gift certificate from the local mall.Finally, Amanda pulled the box I had seen the previous day from under the table and handed it to me. I looked at her, then. I know my amma (mother) is waiting for me. She has cooked my favorite, especially for today.But I cannot go. I feel my legs become weak whenever I start walking towards home. I can’t because today I am going to do something I have never done before. Today I am going to ask my amma to have sex with me. I loved my amma since ever, but I didn’t realize when that love changed to lust.I started getting attracted to her beautiful body. I started craving to undress her, see her nude, touch her fair. I would put the diaper on with my shit hole packed full of his filth and the butt plug rammed right up inside my chute and was not permitted to remove the diaper until my Master arrived home that evening from work. I would go about my business throughout the day and even wore the diaper while out running errands knowing that I stunk like a filthy septic tank and people would stare and wrinkle their noses at me but I didn’t care at all. By late afternoon the pressure in shit chute had become.