But maybe you are here a little too much. And, I know Jeff is still attracted to you. Not that I truly think anything will happen. But I really want m... relationship to work. And right now I think we just need more time alone,” I replied. She understood. She saw we had some chemistry and she didn't wanna mess it up for us. “OK I hear you. I'll try and limit my visits here. I guess I'm just really happy for you,” Jessica said. “Well thank you for understanding,” I replied. Then we gave each other. Uske baad woh mere kareeb aakar kanon mein bola,“Ek banda hai jise tum pata sakte ho aur woh hum dono ko fast track pe le jaa sakta hai.”Mein sochne laga woh kya kehna chahta hai, mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aaya. Usne whispering continue ki.“Sateesh Sir kar ke ek banda hai jo ladke pasand karta hai aur tumhare jaisa maal use milega toh woh hamari chandi kar dega.”Mein pareshaan ho gaya yeh sunkar aur gussa ho kar drinks chhod ke nikal gaya bar se. Raste mein muche itni zillat mehsus ho rahi. He would simply say that I’m making up the stories to get him into my house. He needs proof and I’m going to give him that.It was a Sunday afternoon and I was watching TV in the living room, mom was lying on the couch just beside the TV. My eyes would often wander to see what mom was doing and I see her large melons raising and falling as she breathed. Suddenly the image of a stranger sucking on them ran through my mind. She is a real hotty and no wonder the men at our colony go crazy by just. My eyes widened as I realized that the nausea I was feeling was just like the morning sickness I'd experienced when I was pregnant with Deidre.I mentally shook myself to clear the fuzziness from my brain and almost laughed at the absurdness of that thought. It would have been funny if I hadn't felt so wretched. I knew I couldn't be pregnant, I hadn't been with a man in over half a year and my dreams certainly wouldn't count.Then the thought crossed my mind that I might be sick. Really sick..