Love can turn to despair pretty quick if one isn't paying attention; I hadn't been. Yeah I know, I shoulda just broken it off with her, not talked mys...lf into a hole like I did, but I couldn't. I needed her—real bad.I never understood, why it was, that some men could just walk away from a woman, yes, even when it became clear that she just didn't want him anymore. In my mind emotional ties were just too damn tight to walk away from when the love was real. Mine was real. And the woman! How could. The girl put the alien-cock into her mouth and sucked.Oh, shit! Damn me, I was wanting that to be my own throbbing cock in her hot, young mouth! Unconsciously, my arm reached out and my hand settled on Meggie’s back. I only applied a little pressure, yet the girl moved. But, she didn’t move away. Unbelievably, she stepped between my legs and sat on my right leg.Meggie had opened the cookbook. She was showing me the recipe and telling me about it. I was only half-listening. With my right hand on. I rolled my hand into a fist and asked “are you ready for this?” YYYESS Sir she replied tentatively, ‘’your hands are so big.”I pulled up another chair, made her put the small of her ass on the edge of the bed and a foot on each chair. Creating a poor-man's gyno chair. I then slipped on an exam glove and lubed it well. As I approached I noticed Sarah’s nipples were taught and standing like two soldiers, she took rapid short breaths in anticipation, her sizable clit throbbed and her pussy oozed. We figured he’d eventually hit a spurt and take off. But by the time he turned 12 or so, he became more private around his dad and I. I guess that was to be expected. After all, a boy’s body starts to change and I guess most boys become somewhat self conscious. I’ll also admit I had wondered from time to time with his small frame and immature body, if his genitals were developing at the same speed as his body. I tried not to let those thoughts linger though.Just before his 15th birthday,.