In addition to not bothering me, it had never bothered her before. Atleast, that was what she'd told me over and over for the past thirtyyears. But cl...arly she'd lied. It was all in the damn note she leftme.I simply couldn't understand how she could have left me the way shehad. I'd lived with her for better than half my life.Nor did I really want to believe that our whole life together had beennothing but one lie after another.But it had to be true. That one horrible truth was clearly written. We still had many Society Christmas parties at the Hall, which kept usboth busy. There was also the LADS pantomime, whose rehearsals we hadhosted. Charlie welcomed me back - I hadn't seen him as myself forthe last two months. He insisted on giving us the best seats in thetheatre for the last performance. I'm not usually a fan of pantos,but this was Aladdin and it was excellent. The young actor - NickSomething - playing Widow Twankey was especially good.We also hosted the LADS Christmas. I figured maybe she has her favorite vibrator out and is preparing herself.I come around the corner of the hallway that leads to our bedroom and what I see astounds me. She is on her back with her head towards the baseboard, legs up on a black guy's shoulders and he is fucking her. I just stop because my head is spinning. She knows I have always wanted to see her with a huge black cock but she has never indicated she had any interest in this. Slowly I walk towards our bedroom when I realize my. Her boobs was so smooth & i was feeling like that i was in heaven. i moved my hands towards left boobs and start squezing it. She start moaning little loud. i started to kiss on her ears neck & under head of back side. suddendly she hold my hand & said stop it. i was scared that now she will shout or she will slap me but she said dont do like this boobs is paining so open the bra hook from back side. i weas so happy that i can enjoy with her foe whole night. i just lift her t shirts & open her.