I reach down myself with my right hand and massage gently. I'm glad I shaved yesterday, and now I reach between and spread the wetness around my lips....I feel them swell as I do. No need to imagine much longer, but I slowly insert the middle two fingers and rub with my palm anyway.Just for a few moments I think of Tennyson doing that, reaching round from behind as she pressed herself against me and kissed my neck, while John stroked my left breast with one hand, and took my right between his. This was at the very beginning, just a few days after Christmas when the frat boys were just setting up the pussy barn system. Diego and Frida had a big fight over what was happening earlier in the day. And then later that evening Diego picked Allison for his evening’s entertainment.”Fatimapaused. “We’ve had frank discussions about Doug. Allison never mentioned Diego raped her.”“He never did. I saw the memory. He brought Allie to his bedroom and tried to kiss her and she slapped him. Diego did. I had reviled myself for nearly a year, thinking that my foolishness had killed the love of my life. I hated myself so much that I had been ready to kill myself. Now Hassan was telling me that it had all been a lie. She had taunted me with a lie for a year!Forgetting my previous experience, I ran full tilt at the wall and crashed into it. The pain as I was thrown across the cell once more was almost a blessing. It was the first thing I had felt in nearly six months, as I had slowly begun to. She quickly changed her clothes, stuffed the packages into her suitcase without looking at them and put on her most conservative one-piece swimsuit. She spent the rest of the afternoon at the pool, listening to her headphones, and occasionally swimming to both cool off her overheated crotch, and to cover the constant wet spot she was sporting. She saw some hunky guys hanging out by the weights, but it didn't even register with her they existed until a while later. She was proud of her newfound.