Being a dance instructor, he of course had an amazing body despite him pushing forty years old.He had been her instructor since she had gotten into ba...let when she was very young, and now that she was 21 she had started to see that this man was more than just her very attractive instructor, but saw him as a sex God capable of bestowing the greatest of pleasures within her. She was infatuated with him and would do anything he asked of her, always wanting to prove that she was good enough during. As I turned away I noticed a rack of hair accessories; I hadn't had myhair cut since Aunty Mo's funeral, it was getting long and I waspreparing food to be eaten by another person so I took a scrunchy withthe idea of pulling it back into a pony tail when I was working in thegalley. I left a note in the till again and put the new bag of purchasesat the corner of the stairs and went up to the bridge.The first thing I noticed was flashing lights and what was obviously theradar and they were all. The fourth girl wore a totally transparent baby doll jama top with no knickers! I felt quite overdressed in my mid thigh length dress.We were standing in the door, not yet noticed by the people in the room. He whispered in my ear that it was best not to use my real name. What name would I like to use? I looked blank, and he suggested Vanessa. Relaxing already, I grinned at him, I rather liked being Vanessa, and I already felt I liked and trusted him."Hi everyone, this is Vanessa, she just. I realized my weight and rolled to the side, off of her. If I had the choice, I would give everything I ever had to turn it off. Turn off my sexual desire for Chelsea, for other little girls. Chelsea was the absolute worst though; her mind was perfect, so delicate, a creative dream waiting to be tapped. I would give everything except Chelsea and her mother. This was not something I ever asked for and I never wanted it. Memories from late high school through my entire life of a desire I hated.