Seeing how dejected I looked, Helen agreed to write to them, she said his photo looked quite good, he seemed handsome and in good shape even though he...was as old as her father.We corresponded and swapped photo's and arranged for them to visit us at our house. We had been nervous all day and at the appointed time the doorbell rang. I eagerly opened the door only to be very disappointed, the husband (Larry) was on his own. I invited him in and he explained to Helen and myself, that he had lost. As an unknown, she had everything to gain and nothing to lose. She still planned on working at Shelly's whether she hit it big or was a big bust! The Rolling Stones and their entourage didn't pay her any attention when they arrived. They quickly looked over the platform and went to their dressing rooms, not bothering even to say hello to her or her band. It was if Erin and her group didn't exist in their eyes.Erin wore a full length satiny green gown with matching opera gloves and four inch. Stuggling to not bite through my bottom lip I tried to wash the gel of in the sink and only succeeded in blocking the plughole with a mat of hair.Through the haze of tears I struggled out of the bathroom across the hall into the kitchen by this time walking was not really possible and I crawled the final yard to the fridge in the hope of some form of cold relief.I yanked the freezer drawer out and found a tub of ice cream, tore the lid of and positioned it under me. The relief was fantastic but. ?" You "Coo.". So for the next couple days you stocked up on a good hardy sounds southern dinner meal, for just me and you. Then 3 days later, I called ya number from the hook up of my night Nip. You "Hello, this is Paula Dean, I "Ooh, baby, you sound Sexy as a mothafucka over the phone Mrs. Dean." Oh Darlin', you can just call me Paula, I'm not married." I "So I heard you been lookin' for a nigga?" You "Well I heard you prefer Older White voluptuous, and I thought just the two of us could get.