I just moved ahead, saying I have to drink water. I brushed my hands intentionally on her breasts and apologized.She said nothing. I came back after a...while, and she was still standing there like a sex goddess. She was so stunning. I just wanted to strip her and smooch her right there. Then she was like, “I am feeling sleepy,” and she was going to leave. Then she came back with her handbag and went into the restroom.She came out, and I could see that she had removed her bra, and her breasts. He had an attractive face, a legacy from his father, with dark hair which he kept quite short, and piercing blue eyes. He had rather large hands and feet to match which all contributed to his “attractive but slightly geeky” look.As William lay back on the bed, the room slowly revolved and he started to giggle. Rick started to get ready for bed and being more used to alcohol, was soon down to a pair of white briefs which clearly outlined his manliness. William had never seen another human being. I bet we kissed more than 5 minutes as I was waiting for this for so long and after a while Aileen and I were lying on the couch hot kissing. "A fuck this is hot". With the touching, kissing and all the alcohol, I started sliding my hands into Aileen's tight red party dress and touching her almost wet spot. Not long after that Aileen started moaning and her legs moving around in the air and shaking. "Oh fuck it" The guys couldn't stand this anymore. I felt someone starting to touch our legs and. He has, in both words spoken and not, pointed out to me all the things I have allowed to creep back into my way of life since his departure. I have both cringed at wept at the girl I have presented to him now after our countless hours together. I have allowed myself to get swept away by those I have surrounded myself instead of holding true to all that he taught me. My shame is great. He says that he does not hold me responsible for the changes he has noticed and I am sure there will be more.