The sickening smell threatened to make her throw up right on her crispy bedclothes. Her hand clamped over her mouth while she fought tears with brave ...etermination. No man, not even this one deserved them. And she would shed none. Ever again.However, she had no chance of avoiding the blistering emotions which washed through her at the certainty he had been with a woman, that sort of woman. That he preferred a nameless, faceless light skirt when he had so blatantly showed how he wanted her, hurt. It's like what I was doing was something you did with babies and it was natural. I became more and more comfortable around him. Watching him with Silvia I could see that he loved her as much as I did and as much as any father could. Maybe she was filling the empty place in his heart where Missy had been... I don't know but I was touched by his tenderness with her.Every time he went out he came back with a new outfit for her. I finally had to put my foot down and remind him about how fast babies. Victoria didn't want anyone reminding her about that other aspect to Ben's maleness that she had carefully screened from her mind.These thoughts were still running through the confused young girl's head as she approached the dormitory where she and Penny lived with some twenty other girls, a small wooden building in a eucalyptus grove. To get to her room it was necessary to go around to the back of the building. She and Penny had been lucky enough to get the most secluded room in the dorm. Not. From my research I gathered that NaughtyGirlie had rather narrow interests and had written six stories. It was a shock for me to discover that she was an author of erotic fiction, a very popular one from what I could gather as each story attracted numerous comments. As I began to read the first story I was interrupted by a telephone call from my immediate superior. My presence was needed at a board meeting so I had to abandon my research. But my head reeled for the whole morning. I was struck.