Oh, the cravings I now feel, that I suspect have been buried deep within me, pull at me with a yearning that is almost painful. After the first time h... took and ravished me, I felt strangely linked, as if he could sense the taboo desires within my breast that, once awakened could not, cannot, be put to rest again! I find myself wishing, when I make love to my sweet Emma or with James or, especially, Bull, that they would treat me roughly and take me by force…At night, I have waking dreams,. She stood in the doorway, arms folded, watching as I stripped down to my underpants. The room had a bay window looking out onto the street, just a few yards away and I hesitated.Swish! she brought the cane down across my bum, “I didn’t tell you to stop, face the window and take off your underpants.”I glanced down the road and saw two girls were heading this way.“Now!” she instructed.I pulled down my underpants, releasing my fully hard erection. “Hands on your head and don’t move,” she said,. I gasped. I had never seen my mother naked before. I had never seen her perfect breasts standing proudly on her chest, her soft tummy still shaped beneath by the athleticism of her youth, and her voluptuous alabaster buttocks perched perfectly on her thick thighs, not a blemish upon the smooth domes, not even a bit of sag even as she flirted with forty. Somehow, the part that shocked me the most was that her nipples were pierced with cute golden rings. Absolutely scandalous. “God, your Mom’s so. I got up and adjusted to the weight, on a wallI saw a slim brunette mirroring my motions, and caught on it was a wallmirror.Am I dreaming? Was being Manny a dream?It couldn't be right, I had night terrors as Manny, you don't dream whenyour dreaming, this woman while strikingly familiar had my olive greeneyes my last memories were of being Frannie about to undergo a brain scanand of being Manny collapsing in front of two women gassing on aboutchange. It then hit me, this is their doing.When.