I did not pursue her for a while, I was a bit shy and reluctant... I was afraid that she was not a lesbian and the rejection would have devastated me ...nd I had fallen in love with her, my beautiful, devoted Anna.I was editing a film at home one weekend and received a call from Anna. She sounded frantic and asked if I would not mind her coming by to show me a letter she had received from a former porn studio executive...I was elated that Anna, my potential lover was coming to my home...I am a. I glanced up at Randy's reflection in the mirror as he stood behind me and noticed him looking at me with fascination. i turned, walked toward the nearest closet door, put in the skeleton key and turned it. the door unlocked, i opened it, and both of us inhaled the scent of aromatic cedar. it was divine and welcoming. i looked at Randy over my shoulder and asked him to come inside. he followed me in and we looked around the cedar-lined walk-in for some place to sit and talk in the dark. . She smiled and seemed very grateful for the attention and the protection and we soon began dating. I knew that I could have probably done whatever I wanted sexually with her before we got married but I cared too much to do that. Once, however, after an exciting football game which our team won in the final seconds,when we had both had too much too drink, I let my baser urges get the best of me and pushed her head gently down towards my lap while we were necking in my car. I thought she would. I started to rise to the occasion and pushed a finger into her slit to find her clitoris.Then I had a thought and stopped."What's the matter?" she asked."I hate to bring this up again after ten years," I said apologetically, "but we need to talk about safety."She froze. We were back to the night of the prom. She sat up and glowered at me."Are you accusing–" Stop right there," I said sharply. "No one's accusing anyone. We just need to have 'the talk'. That's all. I'll start. I have had sex with.