I loved that car. She was in charge of the book depository and gave me a job proof checking used school books. It was a slow tedious job. But to pleas... her I worked hard on it. She visited me often. I worked in the evenings until 7. One night my car would not start, dead battery. She offered me a ride home. Loved riding with her, sitting very close, engine roaring, it was a blast. My 18th birthday was approaching and she asked what I wanted for a gift. I told her to drive her car with the top. If only I could make her feel what she does to me, there would be no doubt left in her mind. But I am passive, unresisting as she works around me, unable to make the sounds that she makes.Reach out to me. Touch me. I will love you always. Don’t search for another. Don’t hold yourself from me. I worship you. Free me from this silence that binds me. I love you. I will never forsake you.“I know how foolish it is. I am not an automaton. I have needs. I know how to pleasure myself. I know at least. ”“Hi your awake. I am sorry I hope I didn’t wake you.” “No no your fine. I am starving. “ She tells her sitting up. There is a knock at the door and Cara says,“Already taken care of.”Cara gets up opening the door and Carol walks in with food. She sets it down on the table and looking at the night elf and then tells Cara says softly under her breath,“You be good.” Knowing given the chance the warlock was going to have the poor night elf for desert.“Always.” Cara replies giving Carol a. I was still out there thinking when Aunt Paula came out to tell me supper was ready.After we'd eaten, I asked Uncle Jack if he had any plans for some of the materials I'd seen: some aluminum flat stock, wire mesh, and baling wire. He wanted to know why I was asking, and I said that I'd had an idea that might get him fresh fish without having to go fishing. He just smiled and told me that if I had something in mind, I was welcome to use what I needed - just to let him know if he needed to get.