And I'm trying to let these things be the last things on my mind. I feel like I want to be as far away as possible from my father and my family. After...getting smeared in the face with a false identity due to the scandal, I don't know how I'm going to face people. After running out of the lobby, I try not to look at other people, especially people I know. My vision become tunnel vision, having me set a goal. That goal is to get to my car, my beat-up muscle car, and drive far, far away. I start. We may have been apart for a long time but that doesn't mean my feelings have changed."I smiled, but didn't immediately say the phrase back to her. Dawn let the first uncertain expression cross her face and she got up on one elbow. "Ben? Don't you still love me?"I poured out my love through my eyes, willing her to recognize it. But I sighed regretfully as I said, "Yes, I do. But..."Dawn winced at the 'but' and I bit my lip. "But..." I began again. "I'm trying to make sure of my emotions. This. My one boss even thought I did better work when I had trouble sitting. I didn’t but, when you’re sitting on a couple of very sore welts, you do pay more attention to details.At the age of twelve to f******n I was being fucked by a few adults myself. This guy is over seven inches and a little thick…my one uncle was a thick nine…at the age of twelve that was like being fucked by a baseball bat! I can identify with them. When they leave they’re always walking funny and look like they’ve been. I will be home around nine. Okay, yes, I’ll tell him. Goodbye.”He gave her a puzzled look then asked, “Tell me what?”Deana giggled and said, “Momma wants you to drive carefully and watch the time. Guess she thinks you’re not an adult or that you don’t even own a wristwatch.”He snickered, grabbed his crotch, and said, “Well then, let’s head for the bedroom. It’s about time for me to ‘drive this cock home’ carefully.” Once inside the bedroom, Bryan pulled the drapes. He then sat down on the.