Susan propped up a few pillows and settled herself comfortably on her side facing him and with the loving concern of a committed wife, she asked, What...is it my love? Eric looked over at his loving wife. 3 kids later and a chaotic schedule and she was still beautiful and caring and surprisingly intuitive. Her body had not completely escaped the effects of childbearing. Her hips were a little fuller, but he thought it was sexy the way they filled her jeans. Her stomach was still pretty flat, not. He was still the enemy.It was a maddening and frustrating time for Kat. She felt so isolated and so infernally bored. She missed Pan and didn't even know if he was aware that she was still alive. She hated the thought of him mourning her, and the thought that grief would drive him back into his self-imposed isolation again. She spent hours upon hours planning and scheming, fantasizing about possible escape routes, only to discard each plan as unworkable.She began to spend so much time in her. "Mr. observant you're definitely not are you?" You pair of bloody schemers."They both giggled, and Charlotte said with a laugh, "Can we talk about the sleeping arrangements?"The hotel was fully booked for the next six months, it was an incredible turn around from what it was when I first went there. The only nights that we could call reasonably quiet were a Friday and Saturday when most of the married lads went home to see their families, but even then the bar was still quite full, and business. .." It is," Jessica confessed. "And we're both booked in to see acounsellor about it sometime in the coming few months." Well at least you're going about it properly," Natalie said. "Heard afew horror stories from Elsa about T-girls who used to work for thecompany who self-diagnosed as transsexual and self-medicated withoestrogen. NOT pretty." I dunno if I'll be taking oestrogen," Jessica said. "At least... Notyet anyway. I still haven't told my parents about 'Jessica' and I'vebeen living as.