At that point, Ireally didn't care what anyone would say or think. All I knew was that Ihad actually kissed a boy and enjoyed it.That night and for we...ks afterwards, I would pray myself to sleep,begging to be made a girl as I slept. In the morning, I would cry to findthat I was still a boy. I wanted to be a girl more than ever. I eventhought about sneaking into the kitchen after everyone was asleep,getting the biggest knife I could find and cutting off this thing I hadbetween my legs. That. . give it a go, Mr Andrews? I've never jerked off a guy before and want to see how it feels?" she asked of me.I gently nodded some encouragement to her as words failed me. She reached over as I removed my hand. My cock stood tall, proud and erect as it pointed to the ceiling. Her fingers gently guided themselves around the long shaft of my cock and she wrapped them tightly, the softness of her hand grasping upon my cock.She began to slowly jerk it for me. The feel of another person's hand. She was determined to keep quiet. She didn't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing the effect his cock was having on her, but after a couple more minutes, without thinking, she began lifting her hips to meet his thrusts.He started groaning."Please don't cum inside of me; I'm not on birth control," she begged.He lifted his head, grunting, "You let the mechanic cum inside of your cunt didn't you bitch?" But he's whhi..." She stopped herself. She didn't want to make him angry."What bitch?. “No,” Darcy answered, somewhat nervously.“I don’t have to tell you how devastating this is for me because you’ve seen it all before. Jennifer is heavily sedated and I know you are doing your best to make her as comfortable as possible. My pain, however, just seems endless. One of the best things about our marriage is the one thing I can no longer enjoy. Jennifer and I had a great sex life and I now constantly yearn for warmth and affection. Making love is one of the greatest gifts that Mother.