Looking at the photo I saw you holding the reins of a horse and in the background was a natural pool of water and red cliffs in the background. You sm...led towards me and were naked but for wearing a pair of riding boots, an akubra hat and leather chaps about your legs. You were wonderfully tanned and I loved how the sun outlined your body. I loved how your nipples and breasts were so prominent and I remembered where and when we took the photo. We were on holiday and had decided to leave the. Anyway I ignored all the signs being overly sensitive for a boy It should of clicked when I was diagnosed with disphoria. I knew I liked being girly but I really thought all teen age boys were like me. Always being a pretty-boy girls always came my way but they all end the same I get hurt because just like a girl I lack self esteem and I'm not controlling enough. Also I lack the testosterone to compete with other Men and now that older and I realized that I'm terrified of women. And. I then started to rub myself through the nylon material while sniffing the front and gusset of her panties this made me rock hard, it was a fantastic smell, when I was hard as hard as I could possibly get, I pulled the tights down to my thighs and really went for it, I knew I didn't have long so couldn't take my time, I continued to have deep sniffs of katy`s panties and built up a good head of steam, I wanted to carry on sniffing her pussy smell as I came so I pulled the tights back up a. "Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I'm Cumming!... I'm Cumming!...Go on fill my cunt with cum you fucker!" It was almost two am before next door fell silent. I eventually fell asleep and awoke to find Tyrone stood at my door with a smirk spread right across his face, and every other resident in the dorm stood listening at their room doors. "Hi sissy boy, just thought I'd let you know your ex girlfriend Julie is now my girlfriend and I better not catch you trying to fuck her you comprehend pussy boy?"I nodded.