" Yeah, you were sitting at that table, looking like you were about to pass out." He looked down at her and asked, "Who the hell is Marie Ford, and wh...t the hell is this all about?"Marie enunciated each word with precision,"It's all about gold and I am your new partner. My father was Captain Wallace Ford. He invested in this ranch when you got out of the service. You needed ten thousand dollars more than you had. He was made a silent partner for one fifth of this whole ranch. I have the papers.. I just want her to have some time to work herself out. That’s why I invited him.’ ‘But what about me?’ Chris practically screamed. ‘Damn it, it’s obvious she’s going to choose him.’ Ann looked up at him, and he flinched from her gaze. It was cold and hard. ‘You’re giving up without a fight. You don’t even know why you want her do you? I have an inkling Gavin does. Give her something to choose Chris, instead of raging at me here like a five year old who’s been denied a toy. You’re pathetic.’ . I am about to open the door when I hear the door knob twist and it’s my dad he asks me what am I doing in here and I tell him nothing I’m just looking around, I’m pretty bored. He tells me okay, get out of your brothers room. I go to my room, and while I was walking I felt kind of weird since my asshole just opened for the first time, I felt like I was walking weird. But I ignored it and hoped that my father didn’t notice. The next days on my way home from school I was wishing please don’t let. I didn't think I was gay or bi just curious.I had the usual stash of magazines that I wanked over most days. For some unknown reason I also got turned on by the fashions of the day, women in long skirts and rounded collar blouses with platform sole shoes and boots. As it was the seventies men's fashions were similar and my Mother had bought me a new "Sunday Best" outfit consisting of a green rounded collar shirt, black wide flared trousers and a a pair of black platform Chelsea boots. I.