She is a rare visitor, or maybe I just imagined her. Maybe she only exists in my mind. Because the only person I see theses is world-weary and raw. I ...on’t care for her much. Even now as I write, I beg myself to stop, because if I don’t, I am forced to think of all I am loosing, all the precious time I have already lost. All the pain that I have kept safely harbored inside my heart. I can feel it swelling up inside me now wanting to push past the barriers I have built up, I can’t bare to feel. Coming up, he looks at me, his face glistens with my juices, he smiles at me, “I’ve wanted to do that for so long.” “I can’t lie, so have I, and more,” I giggle, pulling him into a kiss. I lean into him, kissing deeply. I can taste how wet I am on his lips. And he does in fact, have amazing lips. He makes me feel so wanted. I need more of him. “Do you want to stop here?” He asks, and I know he wants to keep going. I can feel his hardness press against me, as he’s still so close into me. “I. We dried each other off and made our way to his room. I had forgotten my dress was still outside, so I just watched Ben tuck his big cock into a pair of tight, white briefs. He looked down to me and said, "I guess I'll walk you out, babe."We started walking to the front door and he opened it. I was naked. We looked on the front porch and I bent down and picked up my ruined thong. "Want to keep this?" I asked. "Of course!" Ben exclaimed. "That's my reward!"We both laughed as I hung them around. It was more of a cunt to cock relationship that was ultimately doomed to failure. Instinctively, she had known that Seth was getting more pussy than she supplied. But now that she knew it for sure, they were through.She tapped at her pad and the text on childhood education reappeared. She sighed. She had had trouble deciding on a major, and she had finally chosen elementary school education. Teaching had seemed like something worthwhile that she could sink her teeth into, but the basic classes.