" Oh for heaven's sake don't be so silly, I don't mind," Jan said, "lay down."Still uncertain John lay beside her."When you do it with your hand, what...exactly do you do," Jan asked."Well you...I...you take hold of it..." Show me, please, I've always wanted to see a man do it."John was surprised she had never witnessed a man masturbating since she had been married to Brian for so many years. "You've never seen a man do...?" No, so show me, please darling." He lay on his back and after a moment. “And y’all have to fuck your own daughter to survive?”“It’s complicated.”“Sounds pretty simple to me. Y’all basically pimping your own daughter out to every Tom, Dick and Harry for food and a few sips of water.”“That’s all we have to offer! We don’t have anything else! We don’t have a choice, damn it!”“And now y’all want to join our group because we have food, water and protection. Is that right?”“Can y’all blame us? We won’t survive out here alone and it is only getting’ worse. We don’t have. But I will not help you out of the fixyou've gotten yourself into. If this boy thinks that you're a girl, thenyou have to tell him the truth or cope with the consequences. Yourmother tells me that you like dressing as a girl, so we have decided togive you the chance to work this out all on your own. How you do it isup to you, but I'll remind you that no matter what you decide to do, youhad better do it all the way or not at all. If dressing as a girl iswhat you want to do, then do it right. If. I kind of like it. I was going to pool with my dad but we wouldn't get close to each other because my father liked to see other men's come around me and sometime tried to touch me. Once my father saw his friend from another city and I never met him before. While their were talking and I was playing in pool I see my dad pointing at me to his friend. I knew I shouldn't go near him because he told me so. When I was wearing tight swimming clothes without panties for enjoy of my dad, I shouldn't get.