Breakfast had been late so I skipped lunch. By six, though, I was hungry and made myself a ham sandwich. At a quarter till seven, I put my goggles on ...nd turned them on. As I suspected, all I could see was blackness. It still fascinated me what darkness, with a total absence of any light at all, is like. I shivered, thinking what it must be to be totally blind. Especially, blind and deaf, which for the moment, I was both.I sat in that darkness and quiet for the next several minutes. It’s hard. .it's called umm. I spoke up and said it's called cuckolding. Yeah that's it she said...Which lady is your wife she asked? I pointed out my wife , she was talking to two gentlemen and one was rubbing her stocking covered leg. OH ,she said I see she's already trying to find someone to fuck her isn't she? She turned to watch me answer. Yes mam , I think she is I answered. Well doesn't that effect you at all she asked? Yes mam it does I answered. How do you feel she asked? Well mam , my cock is. She hated herself. She hated Beth for licking her cunt as she'd been told. She even hated Ted for going along with Don's blackmailing scheme.But what real choice did any of them have? That was what rankled. What was even worse, it was only a matter of time before Don camc back and demanded another sex show for his amusement. Somehow, it was more humiliating being put on display for his amusement than it was actually allowing the student to fuck her.Liz didn't understand that, but it was the way. But then, abruptly, Lanella pulled himself awayfrom Mysti's embrace and stared at his friend in confused disbelief."Just what do you think you're doing, Mysti?" asked Lanella in a toneechoing her bewilderment, as well as mild annoyance. "I just thought that was something you wanted me to do, Laini,"replied Mysti with an elfin grin. "You've got to be kidding," frowned Lanella. "You, of all people,know I don't do that sort of thing with girls." But even as he'duttered those words aloud, Lanella.