"Ben blinked at that, yes, he had said that, but...?"Anyway, I went over to his place, and gave him a massage. Then I..did him...you know, like back w...en we were dating? The first couple of times were easy, but then he couldn't ... you know, he is an old man? So he asked me to show him? I know that turns guys on like you get? So, I let him look and he rubbed some lotion on me back. That's all it was, honest!" Julie told him."So how many times has this happened?" Ben demanded."Five, or maybe six. “I had wanted today to be special, a special day for you. But when you’re naughty, especially this bad, it has to be dealt with.” Thawp, thawp. She had no idea what he was talking about. Had they started this on the 3rd? What special day was it? Thawp, thawp! Her ass was roasting, the heat and the hurt rising. A tear dribbled down her cheek. All the work she had to do in the next few days, and she wasn’t even sure when she’d be able to sit again. Maybe a standing desk— Thawp, thawp. . The submissive who pursues that essence.What kind of relationship D/s Do I look for?Each relationship is a world, and in the BDSM it happens exactly the same. Therefore, within the infinite practices, of the roles, of the types of relationship where do I fit?I respect all relationships and all practices (as long as they are SSC), but, of course, my submissive condition is being profiled towards certain preferences.I do not see myself as a submissive role (or sessions). I'm not interested in sex. ." Sucks to be you then," said Erin as she straightened up and started towring her hair out."Erin, I'll remain in a collar!" Wow. It's always good to have alternative career opportunities. Niceone, pumpkin." Why do you have to be so nasty to me?" Nasty?" Erin turned to regard me. "Get it through your pretty blondehead that no one on Gor gives a fuck about you, okay? No one cares aboutyour well being, and no one is looking out for you. I've been learningthat lesson for several years now. Men are.