You might not admit it to yourself, but in the back of your mind you are thinking it." Even if I wanted to I wouldn't know how to go about it. I mean,...finding out what it would be like could cost me my marriage if Sam ever found out."Connie smiled at me, "What if he wanted it?" What?" What if Sam wanted you to fuck another man!" Don't be insane!" I said.Connie said, "Tell you what. Follow me home and I'll show you something."I followed Connie home and as we sat in her kitchen she showed me a. I still remember those words as if they were being spoken at this very moment through her raspberry pouted lips. “I think you have always known that.” I have. Even now there are doubts hanging, lingering as if I had not put my entire existence into her happiness. Begrudged heart separated from how it all began. I slowly came to the realization that it was out of my hands. “I do love you.” I reiterated my stance. To be shunned and castrated from your life-love demanded more than just soft words. I sat between Steve and Rhys whilst Mike sat on the floor right in front of me.I was sure he had a good view from where he was so I opened my knees alittle and decided to have a bit of fun.My skirt just barely covered the crutch of my panties which by that stage were wet with my horny cunt juices.Rhys leaned over to my neck and started kissing me.That was it I layed back and let myself go.By now Steve was kissing me and fondling my tits inside my bra.Mike reached for my knees and began to pull. "Karen said.Karen could sense I was about to shoot my load. She grabbed my dick and inserted the head into her ass. I lost it and camed hard.Karen went and jumped into the shower. I just washed my now soft dick with soap and water. Karen just finished taken her shower. I had the pleasure of rubbing her down with lotion . It does help her skin stay soft and smell so good. But after a couple of hours having black sweat on her it all goes away. Not that I am complaining. Then I use the nipple.