Still, everyone pitched in and made themselves useful.After the first week, I was finding the work veryrewarding and I looked forward to my four-hour ...hiftthree days a week! I was still frustrated by my husband’slack of attention, but the volunteer work companionship.After about three weeks on the job, the head nurseassigned me the job of filling up the ice water bottlesin each room. The wing I was working on were mostlyorthopedic patients. It wasn’t very crowded, and severalof the. That's when." I thought she lived with you." Her apartment was a temporary furnished arrangement with the university. She could stay there a month or so until she found a place of her own. We spent a lot of time together successfully, so after a month I invited her to live with me." Did you love her?" I think so. I was certainly enjoying a high degree of infatuation. Rather than a clash of cultures, we seemed to get along well from the beginning. I'd been alone for a good while, so I welcomed. I could see his eyes widen and he said, "Wow. You look...like you found some clothes that will work. Umm, do you want to wipethis down will I take everything out of the cabinets? They have to bewiped down as well. We can put any dishes and things in a box todonate." Sure, I can do that," I said. I was a little disappointed he had notsaid anything how I looked. Still, he did say wow - and I felt myselfflushing again. Why was I thinking this way? I got a basin of soapywater and put some soda. You look in the mirror and see a woman who's made too many mistakes to deserve a second chance or a new start. I see someone that I find attractive."You see someone whose body doesn't look like it did three or four years ago. I don't know what you looked like then so I have nothing to compare it to. But I see what's in front of me now and it is not disappointing in the least." Because I have my clothes on," Cassandra said. "When I get undressed, you'll probably puke." Oh, I doubt that," Derrick.