” Her voice trailed off and she began to sob knowing her Bill was not there to answer her. Amber had been all over the world in lonely hotel and mo...el rooms, away from her friends and family most of her life, but never had she felt so alone as she did then. She turned and braced her back against the wall, lifted her knees to her elbows and put her face in her hands. She couldn’t think. She needed to think. Somehow there had to be a way to fix this. Bill loves her, she had no doubt of that, and. I won't bore you with the small talk we had honey but this man and I hit it off, you would have thought we were friends for years. At one point I realized I laughed at what he said and grabbed his arm. It was so muscular, you know how I like muscles. Well, I guess he took that as a sign because he stepped a bit closer and his tone changed in his voice. I melted by how deep his voice was and how he just knew how to dominate a conversation. He was also so smooth with how he talked to me, I was. ‘You haven’t told me where you live,’ he said. ‘Where do you live?’ ‘Tulsa,’ I said. ‘Tulsa, Oklahoma?’ Shug sounded amazed. ‘Yeah. People live in Tulsa, you know.’ ‘Sure, but, you said St. Louis isn’t far out of the way. St. Louis is a long way out of the way if you’re going to Tulsa!’ ‘You’re being reasonable again,’ I told him. Shug pulled his hands away from mine and planted them on the edge of the table. ‘Don’t you think one of us should occasionally touch reality?’ ‘I don’t want to be in. So far you have already figured out that you are most definitely gay and you usually fantasize being in a role of a bottom.You haven't had any sexual experiences, but you plan to chance that during the holidays. For this summer, you have but one goal: to lose your virginity.You wake up horny, with a morning wood so hard it almost hurts. You sit up, still remembering the dream you woke up from: it was about a friend of yours, Evan, who unfortunately you know to be as straight as an arrow.You.