Even with the mask, I could tell that he wasn't upset. Quite the opposite in fact. He seemed pleased she had answered for him. It was a level of contr...l I couldn't imagine giving up, and I said, "You say I'm neutral, that I could be one or the other." Jaime nodded and I continued, "I don't know that I could give up so much to someone else."She smiled. "With the right person, I know you can. You do tend toward Dominance, which is why you feel that way, but don't let the newness of this scare. Dancing with men and her boyfriend during waltzes when the dance floor was crowded, they would dance closer together. They would dance cheek to cheek, and he would place a hand on the small of her back. This way, he could press his torso against hers. This night with her boyfriend, she pressed against him in return. In response he pressed even harder, and moved his leg between hers as they danced. Diane was thrilled to feel his hardness, even though it was through their clothes, and she liked. All my clothes were wet and torn and covered in holes, as well as mud and dried blood, not all of it mine. My face was covered in 5 o’clock shadow and cuts and bruises too. Dizzily, I walked over to where Abrams was lying. He was still holding the machete. He was coughing up blood and convulsing. He suddenly grabbed my leg and went to hack at it with the machete. I was faster. I shot him once, the last bullet in the mag, followed by a dead man’s click. The round hit him in the head. His head. You... were in.”And I just fell back on my bed squeezing my eyes shut and I thought 'Fuck, what's wrong with me?'And Cait said “You okay?” and I said “No”.Then she said “You wanna meet up?” and it sounded like she was trying to talk through a lump in her throat also and that made me almost howl, and I said “Yeah”.So we agreed to meet at the coffee shop, and I was there forty minutes early and I checked the time on my phone every two minutes and every time I did I felt so stupid because it had.