. something which I didn't understand and wasn't ready to admit. I could feel her breath on me and the warmth of her lips only just that breath away.I...didn't understand anything, just that I wanted to feel what I had felt a moment before. As she leaned forward a little and rose up on her toes I pressed my whole body to hers, and then I kissed her with all the passion and confusion I felt. It was a wild, hard kiss and I think that it surprised her, because she loosed me and fell back a. Even though his body was a little heavy, it was the heaviness of a big man, not a fat one, and the way he sometimes moved, especially if the day was nice and he was feeling good, hinted at the grace and style that must have been his before the alcohol ruined him. That ruin showed mostly in his face, which was heavily lined and bore a gaunt, haunted look. His mind seemed to have been burned out a little also, so that his speech would ramble from time to time. But all in all he was a gentle man. She must have been waiting there for ages. I jogged up to her.“Sorry Carly I totally forgot we walked home together, shit you must have been waiting for ages,” I apologised to her.“No no it's alright, it wasn't too long. What kept you?” she enquired, raising her eyebrows at me, putting me on the spot.“I er.. had to unload some stuff. Look, I'm really sorry for keeping you waiting.'“I already said, it's no problem, now lets leave.” she replied. We walked alongside each other, her arm brushing. “Inmate 1991420!”I looked up at the sound of my number to see Mr. Moody, one of the prison guards, standing a few feet away. I jumped up and walked over towards him.“Yes, sir?”“The warden would like a word with you.”Some of the other inmates in the yard catcalled and jeered. Usually when someone was called directly into the warden’s office, it meant they were in BIG trouble. But I could see in Moody’s eyes that that wasn’t the case here; he was one of the guards I was on good terms with, and I.