Ruth sauntered out and took her usual place, cuddled up at my side. She was clearly worrying about what she had to say, but I knew what was coming."It...s Ok. Tell Mary that I will miss her, and that I will buy a farm with a nice home on it for her and her boy. Please let her know that I don't want her coming back here until we've had time to get over this, but she can send word when they find a suitable farm."Ruth stared at me like I was a ghost, so I continued. "She needs to feel like a whole. What happened? Why did he get up in the middle of the night and commit suicide by self-immolation? Why the crazy smile? What drives a man to that?In the shower the next morning, I promised myself to try to carry on as though Frank's death hadn't happened. I could make myself as crazy as he must have been by worrying about it, so I convinced myself to let it go. I'd never understand what he did.It was time to get to work. I spent the entire day unpacking and pricing the rest of my. "We grabbed our bags and walked out into the terminal where here weremore police and Thai military standing around."Maybe someone important is coming through," I said, as Shane lookedaround, almost sniffing the air for trouble. Kritsada's driver was therewith a neatly printed sign with my name."Look, you two get away quickly," said Shane, cocking his head towardssome very young Thai soldiers with guns almost as big as themselves."These guys look wound up tight, never a good sign." Shane hugged. I could not lie to Him so I told him that I had moved because of the cold floor. He stopped me there and told me to remove my dress. I stripped without hesitation, leaving me in just my panties sitting at his bar. Looking at me, He stepped around the bar and stopped in front of me, making me stand before Him.With his powerful gaze looking directly at me, He said “You can say stop and leave any time you wish. But know that I don’t like that you disobeyed me yesterday by moving from the floor,.