"I frown at her and reply, "Inga, thanks for trying to make me feel better, but it wasn't an honest mistake - it was a fricken-fracken stupid mistake....When Ben swore it wasn't his baby, I had a chance to make our relationship better by believing him. Instead I let jealousy rule me and called him a liar. Ben's gone again and now I'm paying the price."Inga continues, "Jennifer, I disagree with you. I know I would have done the exact same thing..."I interrupt her, " ... Inga we're wasting time. Embracing my desire to no long have to choose. I hope they can come to comprehend my neediness - which I am only now beginning to realize that I have felt my entire life. Most of all, I hope they can forgive the freedom my soul feels now that I no longer have any choices other than to simply comply with Stefan's desires and wishes. Tasha silently sobbed to herself as she ineffectively tried to straighten her torn blouse and ripped her panties. Yes, they may both forgive and understand me in the. I grabbed my carryon bag from the overhead compartment and once through the gates headed straight for the car rental counter, picked up the car that I had reserved back in Ohio and turned on my phone’s GPS and headed out for the open house. It was insane. I was not in the market to buy a house nearer my job, let alone thousands of miles away. And yet, I had awakened before the break of dawn, driven 60 miles, bought a round trip ticket that would have me back in my own car by noon the next. It was my first time kissing another boy, but I couldalready tell it was going to be very different from what I was used to.Jake's hands started around my waist, but now made their way south to cupmy buttocks, squeezing hard as we made out. Pressed against his body, Iwas acutely aware of how small and soft I was compared to his rippedphysique. And his muscles weren't the only thing that was hard; I felt athick, hard bulge pressed against my belly through Jake's jeans. There wassomething.