It'll be OK. Now go on in and let me talk to Billy."I suppose one of the more dreaded expressions I might hear from my mother would be, "I'd like to t...lk to you." I immediately catastrophize, leaping far into the future, thinking of what bridge I might live under and if I can really stay alive selling pencils. If I sank any lower into the hot tub, my head'd be under water.Mom walked over to the tub and said, "Well, this caught us both by surprise, didn't it?"I made a millisecond eye contact and. Until my early 20s I made no attempt to loose my virginity. Shy and still dating Penny my girl friend from high school. Both of her sisters got knocked up in their teens. Penny insisted that sex before marriage was off limits. We played with each other but no oral or penetration. Both Penny and I knew we were looking for someone better to come along. At 21 I took a job in a high end auto dealership's sales department as a gopher. My job entailed moving cars around the lot and shuttling. My curls were sucked slowly deeply....her hotbwicked kiss now on my breasts.licking. And twistingmy nipples slowly. ( as I twisted hers ). Pulling her nipple hard and licking her nipple slowly. She growled. My lips found her pussy and I gave her a deep devilish blowjob. My toungue twisted high up her mound in circles slowly sliding and gliding deeper in her cunt circling,and pulling ending in a deep twist . ‘ good girl.’ She whispered. Orgasming. my toungue doing circles up her clintband on her. In a good way mind...and respond to this 'woodcutter' of mine...there was a warmth building deep down..and my hands then started caressing my nipples through the cotton maxi dress I had on..the other hand went down and touched his front..and OMG...what was he packing?? I thought that if he let go of my hair..I would fall backward..as I had no support..Guilt vs Pleasure ..but..having someone suck on your tongue and kiss you so deeply..who wants to think of their morals??...he stopped kissing me..