She turned out to be one of those girls that was so good looking she never had to develop a personality. It was a relationship that was never meant to...be. I continued on at the job doing my daily tasks and day dreaming about the hot looking older woman that seemed so far out of reach. Every time she glanced my way my mind would shift into overdrive. She really was captivating on so many levels. Older, more experienced, secure, hot looking and those Heavenly thighs. I could not help but imagine. She was cute and sexy. She had beautiful blue eyes, short blonde hair, and a very disarming smile. Marnie was shorter than me, about 5’ 5”, and was a little chubby - not fat, voluptuous with large breasts. “You look shocked Jess. Did I shock you by what I said?” Marnie inquired. “No, not at all,” I stammered, “just surprised a little I guess.” “Bill and I have been so busy and stressed. You know how it is Jess.” Marnie explained, “We just haven’t had much of a spark for the last few years, if. It was too late to call Kara, but I’d call her in the morning. I wrote in my journal, trying to make sense of the evening. Life was complicated, but I was learning. Things hadn’t really changed that much, despite being seemingly much more complicated. In reality, everything was simply advancing much faster than I had thought it would. I would have much more clarity by the end of August — or so I hoped.I went to bed wondering what else had I done — or not done — that had messed up my. Too bad I hadn’t of thought of hot coffee, and then it would have been picturesque. Our eyes were locked for a good minute or two, when she leaned in for a gentle kiss. I didn’t want to ruin the moment so I kissed her passionately, but not with too much fervor that it would change the mood. If somebody had of watched us during this moment, they would have assumed that we had been together for years, not the couple hours that they truly had been. That’s the way that I wanted to keep it. We.