" That doesn't make sense, Deirdre. Why are you punishing yourself over something you had no control over?" Just let it go, Mom, please!" Will you at ...east talk to Joey?" Yes, sure, I mean, he deserves it. Maybe, it's better if he sees me looking like shit, like right now."Joey already knew that Deirdre was awake and that her healing was going according to plan. Gabriella had called him as soon as she had left Deirdre's room. She had also told him what to expect from the physical side.Joey had. She then returned to the room to pull on her black boots, a black knit hat and scarf, and black gloves. Liz then sat down on the bed, waiting for Jay. Jay appeared about fifteen minutes later, also in a black sweater, jeans, and his favorite pair of black shoes. Liz laughed as Jay jumped on the bed next to her and leaned over to give him a kiss. ‘We match!’ Liz giggled. Jay grinned, ‘I know. I planned it because I thought it would be cute and that you’d like it.’ ‘I do like it…though I can’t. Justine laughed from the other sofa, tossing her golden hair back. «That guy is hung like a...you know,» She held up her little finger to demonstrate. «He is a porn star,» I said. «They're pretty well hung.» «Check this out,» Justine said. She reached down into Kevin's lap and unzipped his jeans, then pulled them down roughly until his boxers and jeans were around his thighs. Kevin was hard as a rock and hung like a proverbial donkey. He had a good eight inches of cock jutting out from his lap.. Unlike my girlfriends, boys areall they talk about. I cannot get into boys right now. I am stilldealing with my new freedom. I'm so happy I get lost in the things Iwant to do. Mom and I seem to always been on the verge of waging waragainst each other. But I am very close to her and I need her. I amstarting to think the spending time way from Mom and the family is not agood idea.By the way, Diary, Mom has bought me all new girls' school uniforms. Iam afraid the school will not let me come back.