You're going to be lovers. Refuse or hesitate again and I'm going to shove this up your cunt and fry you. Now get kissing and sucking those tits and d... everything we tell you." He then prodded me again.When I recovered, Ellie put her arm around me and kissed me passionately on the mouth. Knowing what awaited me if I did nothing I returned her kiss. I ran my hand across her chest taking one of her breasts and massaging it. I broke away from our kiss and lowered my lips to her breasts taking her. Now all i was interested in was humiliation and punishment and the dressing did nothing for me apart from making me feel silly and humiliated! Anyway, time passed and my thoughts turned towards the wearing of female clothing for pleasure, now that that interest had entered into my mind i couldn't stop thinking about it. I had no idea what cottaging was, all i knew was that there were certain areas and toilets where it was rumoured that men went to to have fun with each other. I knew several of. She kept letters and pictures (nude and not) of guys that had responded to some kind of personal ad she had placed. This was before the internet and if I remember right back then it was through the back of porn mags. Then one day, there was something that would change me sexually until this day.That day I found a new VHS tape in her drawer. Thrilled to have something new to jack off to I ran to my room and put it in. The movie was Taboo American Style. At first I was thinking how fucked up it. "I'm not just saying that Robbie, you really wouldmake a beautiful girl." Thanks," Robbie giggled nervously."So what do you say?" Robbie's mother asked. "Want to take that beautifulface onto the streets of Paris?" Robbie froze as his mother asked what wasa simple question- playing with make-up in the privacy of a hotel room wasone thing, but heading out in public? That was another ball game entirely."Umm, I-" Robbie stammered. "I, umm, I'd need to shave my legs first, Imean, and, umm, I'd.