Sorry. It is just a man trying to use his past to understand and handle his present. If you want to leave comments, thanks. If you just want to bash t...e main character for being a wimp please remember that this is fiction. Thanks. * Did you ever have one of those moments when something that happened years before pops into your mind and it seems so fresh that it feels like it only happened yesterday? Well, I did and in fact it is happening right now. I’m not really sure why the Emily Rose. I had completely forgotten that I would have to do a walk of shame past Paul. As I approached the door his grinning face was there to remind me. In fact, as he bit his lip, I had the distinct impression that he was trying to refrain from laughing..."Mornin' John, I'm surprised you can even move this morning."I sucked it up, prepared to laugh it off."Ha ha, Paul, good morning to you to ... yes, yes you'd be surprised the miracles R.E.C. can work on poor drunkards like me."The smile suddenly. Suddenly we heard Jessie having an orgasm. I ask Katie if she ever tried masturbating. Katie laughed. Katie said, She needs too, she sometimes fucks two to three guys a day, one time she fucked three guys at once. I told her that me and Shawn was fucking her yesterday, but I only had three minutes but later she gave me more. I kept hearing Jessie moaning, my dick was getting hard. I asked Katie if she bring any guys home, she told me she did once, that guy ended up fucking Jessie. I told Katie,. But I hardly knew anything about him and had only seen him a few times in his whole life. Well, he had nothing to do with me; he was the offspring of my enemies; and yes, I did still see them—kinda passively—as enemies even though we’d been getting along if not exactly wonderfully well.The bunch of the kids were attending HTS same as me and Liz and Lance, and oh yes, Penelope too had forever ago. I think that that was at the insistence of Penelope, but I’d never asked, so it was just a guess. I.