I left the cowshed and treaded stealthily but slowly towards my home, cautious of course, since I did not want to make a mess of my life getting caugh... in this kind of an illicit act. But one thing for sure, I had enjoyed those moments with Bhagwan and he was a ‘pleasure’ but I also started sensing that he was trying to get very attached to me – My life at that time really was a ‘fluttering’ kind not allowing much avenues to think of a ‘male’ as a permanent companion or even a ‘chaste’. First AttemptThis was the first time I’d really hung out with Paul and it being just the two of us. I drove up to Newcastle for a weekend of partying and there was a football game on at the uni up there which Paul wanted to go to. He works at the University in admin and he knew a bunch of people and we partied HARD!!! We were both in great form and as I mentioned in the background, Paul is straight acting.Early the next morning we walked back to Paul’s unit and we were having a night cap on the. I went upstairs and when I saw her standing there in front of the mirror putting on her makeup I was stunned. She was so fucking sexy. She was 5'9" with long legs a nice tight ass and perky B cups. She was wearing a new red dress that she had bought specifically for tonight. It fit her body perfectly, tightly accentuating every curve. Her long blonde hair flowed down her back and over her shoulders. How’d I get so lucky? I walked up behind her slid my hands around her waist, pulled her close. “Hello Mate” I said as we all came into view, Mike jumped up off the lounger apologising for his lack of clothes, Val smiled at him and in a pleasant voice and looking down at his groin told him not to worry.We all pulled up a chair and Mike went and got some beers, it was good that Nancy sat opposite me and she had no issue distracting me with the way she was sitting, she knows my weakness and took great pleasure in teasing me with views up her dress while keeping a close eye on how it was.