‘Thank you very much,’ Jim said. ‘This was nice.’ He put out his hands to help her to her feet. She got up and smiled at him, then they got dr...ssed and she switched off the brake. The lift quickly went down the last few floors and Lillian hurried off without another word. Jim left the building with his thoughts in considerable turmoil. On second thoughts he wasn’t quite sure if it had really been nice. It had been satisfying, he’d not even in his wildest dreams envisaged anything like it. But. I stuttered and stammered at first, but quickly broke down and confessed that I masturbated to thoughts of her. Probing me for details, I admitted to pleasuring myself frequently day and night to her mental image, and I was startled at her reaction. SLAP! From the force of the blow I knew Ambers' handprint was emblazoned across my cheek and I started to stagger backwards only to be pulled up short by her fist grabbing the front of my shirt. "How dare you! That is an insult to my spiritual. .. isn't music your life?" He looked at her, but she was staring out across the mud that was rapidly appearing as the tide ebbed.She turned to look at him and her eyes were bright; a single tear trickled down her cheek. "No, Tom. You are." Then, "I'm not giving up music, Tom, I'm giving up a career which is keeping me away from you..." She held her breath."Aisling? You really want me?" Yes," she replied simply.He put down his mug, took hers and placed it next to his on the hold cover; he took. So that day 25 march we were going to do for real . She went early there and said to her friend that he is going to be here now and to lock the door from outside after we both are in. I went there and we both were really happy . Her friends went out of the flat and they locked it from outside. Now we were alone till tomorrow . She asked me to help her for spreading the bedsheets , she came with taking care of full arrangements.She had bought 2 bedsheets and two towels and a box of tissue paper.