Eventually the talking took over from the crying and led into our laughing, cursing and swearing as we tried to think of all of the worse words in the...world to describe Jake and his sister; his mother; brothers; you name it. Even his dog got included.When we’d finished the second bottle of wine it was two in the morning and I said it was time for bed. I’ve only the one double bed and Sophie and I have often shared it for sleepovers – not recently though since she’d moved in with Jake.I sleep. It’s more precise to say we apply many shades of meaning to life. We use words as one of our ways to describe life so by extension even a word that has only one or two literal definitions can have thousands of shades of meaning to the discerning mind. Failure is such a word.At first glance, it is such a simple word. It has so many subtleties and layers though when it’s experienced in life. It’s as if each one is a new and previously unheard of experience. Most of the world’s Wisdom literature. I shrugged it off and took one of these pink Pills. and swallowed it with my Beer. I felt Amazing. After a few More drinks I was getting along with this guy like crazy. I was all over him. he was all over me. finally the Bar was about to close and He offered me a ride Home. I said thanks and told him I had to use the restroom first. when I went into the rest room thats when I noticed I didn't have a Penis anymore. I was looking at a vigina. I ran to the mirror and I was a Girl in guy clothes. I. “Hey! Kanna.. what are you staring like that”? She asked with her pink lips quivering.“Oh! Maa… if you dress like this it will be difficult for men to control themselves” i said still staring at her. “Oh! Do you want me to remove this?” “Oh…no it will be much more danger…” I said teasing her. She understood what I said a bit late and sharply looking at me “Orey.. kanna.. you are totally spoiled raa! Don’t you know a son must talk like that to his mother, must not ogle at her… talk properly.