...hmmmm, I haven't sucked cock in a long time but I don't think I would have the discipline not to have that 7 inches down my throat when he came. I ...as late to this cock sucking business. I didn't hook up until I was around 37 or so. I never thought I would do it. When I was younger guys would hit on me all the time. I never had any interest. I had fantasies of coarse, who doesn't, but I never wanted to actually do anything with a guy. Well, sexual frustration, horrible divorce and financial. It is so manly that Ifeel like I have entered an exclusive men's club to which a girl like mecouldn't ever belong and yet thrilled that I have made such a trespass. Iplace my tray down on his dresser close to his bed. What comes next isone of my favorite parts of the day.I spend a few minutes listening and watching Richard sleep, with hismuscular frame moving rhythmically up and down with his deep breathing.Smiling at this sight I slowly move closer taking care that the "cloking"of my heels. Where the conversations have been in other languages, I have chosen to ignore and used English conversations.In reply to a few of these earlier postings at other websites, (and the same I could expect here) I have been asked how I can perform and ejaculate so frequently (as you will read in subsequent posts from me). Frankly, I never knew for a very long time in my younger days that it was not natural for a man to ejaculate within minutes of the previous one. I thought I may have some unique. When I looked into the future, as hazy and uncertain as it was, I could see myself with Nancy or someone very much like her. I didn’t feel the same way about Emmy, but Emmy was a High School Sophomore, which I knew made a difference.I could, of course, shortcut the entire process and simply ask Tasha to marry me, which she’d do on whatever Sunday afternoon followed my proposal and arranging the paperwork, but the more I thought about what Jocelyn said, the more I wondered if that was the future.