I got in the car and drove. I couldn’t tell you where or for how long. Patricia said afterwards it was 12 days. I slept where I could, ate where I n...eded. I never want to feel like that again. I ended up in the Lake District, in a car park overlooking Derwent water. I could drive off there, you see, straight into the lake, about a hundred feet.’ ‘Oh father,’ Guy said again as he held my hands. I stared into space as I re-examined those feelings. Utter and complete despair. ‘I couldn’t find any. I quickly hurried back to my room as class ended, dodging Justin in the process. I walked in, sat my books down and turned towards the mirror. My hair hung down just above my neck. I looked skeptically at the mirror, and then reached up to pull my hair back. I grabbed a rubber band from my desk, and pulled my hair back into a make shift pony tail. At least this would make it look more presentable. Why had my hair changed so much? As I tied my hair, something caught my attention, and I. First write out a confession to this crime." I thought to myself, okay, that's not too bad, but once written, and in her hands her tone changed."Okay John let's get to it. I have been slowly training you, seeing how you respond to taking orders, so far I am pleased, and thus I decided to set this little trap for you. There is no turning back. You belong to me, so get use to it! Have no doubt I will send you to jail should you disobey even the smallest command is that understood?" "Yes ma'am.". “If we do not build our dreams, how can tomorrow be?”“Do you work?”“I’ve been a carpenter for NE Sheds off’n River Farm Road.”“And Tadum?”“She cleans house for a whitefella family.”“Are other Wijilawarrim interested in a new place?”“‘Bout a dozen.”“Jos, tell of your dream.”“This will take time. Let’s get something to drink, first.” Most fetched water or tea.“All of us know the story in the Bible, how Adam and Eve were expelled from Eden. That’s the whitefellas looking back at a world without.