I caught her hand. She regained herself and seemed to be shocked and tears started flowing from her eyes“I said don’t cry chitty”. She said what...she has done was too bad and she did it because she was horny for years and there was none to satisfy her and pleaded not to say this to anyone.I still have her hand with me and replied “chitty i love you and i always fantasise about her even from my young age” and planted a kiss on her hand.She just pulled her hand away from me and said “no no…... "The whole world knows that you really liked Bear. They want to see how you handle his loss." Can I just grieve in private? Does this HAVE to be a public display? Why can't they leave me alone, Tyler?" It's the price of fame, Toni. Like I said, better get used to it." What if I give up performing and just do studio work? It still sells records right?" Toni, you know you can't do that! You have a contract with the record company to keep doing tours as publicity. Stop doing them and you'll lose. She had a th…..n year old son and I guessed she was just protecting him, waiting until the time was right. Well, looks like that time had arrived. She looked me in the eyes and said” I want to tell you about my son before we go inside. My son is special, unique, Please don’t be judgmental by what you see and try to accept him as he has decided to be. He is homeschooled now…I let him be exactly who feels he is and never judge him he is quite shy sometimes…he’s most likely asleep on the couch. This young man really knew his networking. It was really a shame that there wasn’t any work near his home. I asked him about moving to work. He told me that if he had to move to a big city to get work in his field, he would, but wouldn’t like it. I asked him what he considered a big city. After telling me, I knew that our city wouldn’t fall into his category of ‘big’. I liked Jeff and I liked his grandparents. I was thinking maybe I could help him, and them. ‘What about your parents, Jeff,’ I.